I really must stop slacking. Always procrastinating. I'm still behind schedule,like waaaaayyyyyyy behind. 6more days. I can sit and rot here to wait for doom.
Seriously, where on earth is the motivation that keeps me going? The motivation and interest i have when i don't have anything to do but just feel like doing some work? Where on earth are they now? It's the last...2weeks maybe? And i can continur being a crazy fangirl and watch videos until 4am and wake up at 6am for school, dozing off during lecture and tutorials.... I don't want to.do all these with guilt in me cause i didn't do well due to my laziness now. I need to learn my lesson now: I need to work hard, i must not regret. I don't want to stare at the qn booklet cause i know the answer but can't answer cause i didn't even put in a single bit of effort to memorise it and come out of the exam hall freaking full of regrets and be so demoralise that i don't feel like studying for the rest of the papers.
This...was kind of like a reflection yea..? I hope what i typed really motivate myself.
"It's not even the starting point and i'm making a u-turn." No way. This will not happen.
Well, i shall use all the things that i want to do after JCTs as motivation to study hard now!!! :D (Although i doubt i'll have the time....but yah...)
- 2PM comeback!!! (HOTTEST)
- Khunoria
- GSS (Clothes!!)
- Save money for HANDS UP
- Movie marathon (The ward, Johnny English, Monte Carlo, etc)
- Manage my online accounts properly (LOL, what kind of motivation is this?!)
- STALKER MODE.
- Consider.....? Hmmmm
Ok that's all. Better go to bed now or i'l be late for study date with sirong and samyee!! Must be productive!!
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I really must stop slacking. Always procrastinating. I'm still behind schedule,like waaaaayyyyyyy behind. 6more days. I can sit and rot here to wait for doom.
Seriously, where on earth is the motivation that keeps me going? The motivation and interest i have when i don't have anything to do but just feel like doing some work? Where on earth are they now? It's the last...2weeks maybe? And i can continur being a crazy fangirl and watch videos until 4am and wake up at 6am for school, dozing off during lecture and tutorials.... I don't want to.do all these with guilt in me cause i didn't do well due to my laziness now. I need to learn my lesson now: I need to work hard, i must not regret. I don't want to stare at the qn booklet cause i know the answer but can't answer cause i didn't even put in a single bit of effort to memorise it and come out of the exam hall freaking full of regrets and be so demoralise that i don't feel like studying for the rest of the papers.
This...was kind of like a reflection yea..? I hope what i typed really motivate myself.
"It's not even the starting point and i'm making a u-turn." No way. This will not happen.
Well, i shall use all the things that i want to do after JCTs as motivation to study hard now!!! :D (Although i doubt i'll have the time....but yah...)
- 2PM comeback!!! (HOTTEST)
- Khunoria
- GSS (Clothes!!)
- Save money for HANDS UP
- Movie marathon (The ward, Johnny English, Monte Carlo, etc)
- Manage my online accounts properly (LOL, what kind of motivation is this?!)
- STALKER MODE.
- Consider.....? Hmmmm
Ok that's all. Better go to bed now or i'l be late for study date with sirong and samyee!! Must be productive!!
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