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2011-12-16T12:48:00.001+08:00

Overly-friendly people are scary and creepy....

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2011-10-25T13:08:00.001+08:00

Let things be back to how it was before...

Why am i so desperate?

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2011-10-20T20:27:00.001+08:00

Do you feel the same way as me?

2011-09-17T19:55:00.001+08:00

Noob karwai got me into online shopping when promos is............................... Kill me please. Anw, i like the jacket!!! So cool! but no one has paypal and ibanking. Cant buy! D: It's damn cheap lah! D:

I must make it a point to study tonight....!

2011-09-15T18:27:00.001+08:00

Totally on my way to failing promos. Woohoo. Great job.

2011-09-07T22:11:00.003+08:00

배우고 싶은 게 많아요... 근데 나 시간 없어. 공부를 정말 싫어요. ㅠ.ㅠ

2011-09-07T22:11:00.002+08:00

배우고 싶은 게 많아요... 근데 나 시간 없어. 공부를 정말 싫어요. ㅠ.ㅠ

2011-08-16T20:18:00.001+08:00

Blardy kena stalked by some scoop of art guy. Freaky creepy. Argh. Shall not elaborate.

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2011-08-13T19:19:00.003+08:00

So sick of being responsible when everyone's not cooperating. Cip's tmr and i think that it's gonna be a super fail one. The event pres is not even responsible enough to reply my smses and the slides for the briefing is not even informative. Purposely planned to j
ust buy a bit, not gonna last throughout the whole carnival. But since, it's going to be a fail carnival, will we even sell finish that little bit that we buy?

I don't understand why people are not going for the cip cause they want to stay at home to study. Like, hello? It's not like the rest doesn't want to study when there are 2 lecture tests next week? Please.

Enough of ranting. CO in the morning, pw meeting in the afterno

on and cip stuff in the evening. Sectionals today. Acty, jj would be a better sl that mindi. Just saying. I really need to be more hardworking and prac seriously during sectionals or i can just prepare to die for combine. Met vanessa, noel and jianjia after thei

r math remedial in sch and went for lunch at macs. PW meeting was.... Yiran's phone ran out of batt and she woke up 16 mins before the meeting time so she didn't go for the meeting. Withot Yiran, our group is like.... we taptap-ed and wasted 2hours of our lives. Went to buy the cip stuff with noel and amelia at shengsiong. Noel cabbed us to paya lebar and me and amelia went to fairprice and popular to shop for some cip stuff and gossiped at macs. HAHAH FUN (Y)

I finally found people who i can get along well with in class. LIKE FINALLY. I realise i can't really talk to some of them... not that we dislike each other but, maybe it's just that our character and interests are different. Hope my jc life would be m

uch better from now onwards.

Dora asked me to ask Haoyang to organise CO prom this year. It sounds damn fun! I don't want to let her down, like make her excited and happy about it and nvr organise in the end. But, i saw the comm having meeting this morning and they are like, quite stressed about concert alr, and i still want to add on to their worries and stress. So i didn't ask. But i need to tell him one day and idk how am i suppose to bring it across to him. I really don't

want to add on to their burden. I feel really useless.

I finally understand how it feels like to have no power and authority. I really missed my times in CCHMSGZ. When what every single feel can really be taken into account and seriously considered. When what you think and want can really be done. Not being bossy but just that sense of responsibility that you want it so badly. ):

Whatever. I just want the cip to be over cause it's too irritating. I am happy.

2011-08-08T13:51:00.002+08:00

Sometimes i wonder how different am i from the people that i criticize.

I'm no different from them.

I should just go with the flow.............. Smile (:

2011-08-06T15:07:00.003+08:00

"Loving someone and not expressing it is like wrapping a present and not giving it."

Every time when i try to forget, it appears again. Sigh.

Life's hectic. I feel so demoralized after every combined. Why can't i do such a simple thing? I'm such a failure.

I should stop gossiping about people. I'm such a hypocrite when i gossip about someone and have to be nice in front of them. I shouldn't be like that.

Rotting at home on a saturday. Staying at home = no work done. Needa start to study soon. Promos coming~ PW's ending~ I wanna go out with tx girls soon.

Currently craving for macaroons~~ Shall go down to buy some later!

I feel damn weird, idk why i am blogging such random stuffs now. HAHAHAHA. I'm such a weirdo.

2011-07-09T22:21:00.002+08:00

Got back 3/5 of the papers.

Gp and econs....i don't really care if i passed any of them. We're getting back them on the 18th anw, i think?

PW is being such a bitch now.

I feel so bad. There's suppose to be CO at 8am today but my alarm didn't ring and i woke up at 8.30 instead. Saw 3 missed calls from my SL but i sms him that i wasn't feeling well. Oh no, skipping pdp for the first time means that i will do it again next time. I need to have some self discipline.

Half a year passed! WOOHOO! Another 1.5 more years and i'll be done with alvls!

Please be my motivation.

2011-06-21T02:08:00.001+08:00

I really must stop slacking. Always procrastinating. I'm still behind schedule,like waaaaayyyyyyy behind. 6more days. I can sit and rot here to wait for doom.

Seriously, where on earth is the motivation that keeps me going? The motivation and interest i have when i don't have anything to do but just feel like doing some work? Where on earth are they now? It's the last...2weeks maybe? And i can continur being a crazy fangirl and watch videos until 4am and wake up at 6am for school, dozing off during lecture and tutorials.... I don't want to.do all these with guilt in me cause i didn't do well due to my laziness now. I need to learn my lesson now: I need to work hard, i must not regret. I don't want to stare at the qn booklet cause i know the answer but can't answer cause i didn't even put in a single bit of effort to memorise it and come out of the exam hall freaking full of regrets and be so demoralise that i don't feel like studying for the rest of the papers.

This...was kind of like a reflection yea..? I hope what i typed really motivate myself.

"It's not even the starting point and i'm making a u-turn." No way. This will not happen.

Well, i shall use all the things that i want to do after JCTs as motivation to study hard now!!! :D (Although i doubt i'll have the time....but yah...)
- 2PM comeback!!! (HOTTEST)
- Khunoria
- GSS (Clothes!!)
- Save money for HANDS UP
- Movie marathon (The ward, Johnny English, Monte Carlo, etc)
- Manage my online accounts properly (LOL, what kind of motivation is this?!)
- STALKER MODE.
- Consider.....? Hmmmm

Ok that's all. Better go to bed now or i'l be late for study date with sirong and samyee!! Must be productive!!

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2011-06-19T22:33:00.000+08:00

"Just when I thought I am going to be alright, things start to go wrong.
I’ve lost it, the confidence, the determination, the drive. I think I’m just going to screw everything up. No motivation to do anything and my high expectations are driving me mad. FML.
Still so many things to handle, ‘cause no one else is doing it…"

quoted.

Somewhere over the rainbow...

2011-06-19T15:46:00.001+08:00

Rant on twitter and everyone can see it. Even those whi are not suppose to see. Everything on twitter are no longer true. It's not what i exactly think. Hmmmm...

Perhaps i should vanish into somewhere where no one can find the true me. Me2day - 친구 없다. 좋아요...

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2011-06-18T22:36:00.002+08:00

Dk why, i just felt like blogging again.

Tmr's Sunday and the last week of holiday's coming. Idk how will i survive my JCTs. I dont get a single piece of crap into my brain. All i can do is stare at the qn and i can't do. I want consultation but,.... Sigh. Idk. I'm confused. I don't want to do badly. i want at least a C for PCM.

Okay, i'm crazy i know. Screw, life in jc is bad.

I am damn stressed now, but i'm not doing anything.

PW's bitch. My group didn't submit any draft this holiday. I bet we are the only group that didn't do anything. I think i'm at fault. I didn't complete the new idea part, but, where were the rest? Hello, although i didn't do much, but have you guys done your parts too??? Okay, enough of ranting. I still love my pw group, really! (:

Have to finish GP by today! At least, before i can go to sleep! :D

2 paper2s, 2 essay outline from paper1, 3 essay reflection and current affair.

Oh my, mission impossible.

Bye. D:

2011-05-04T22:31:00.000+08:00

I hope....

please don't.

State of confusion.

2011-04-08T23:28:00.001+08:00

Twitter and Facebook are no longer a place where you can rant all you want. Everyone's watching what you say. This sucks. I can't tell anyone about what i actually feel. The world is so fake.

2011-03-14T23:01:00.002+08:00

OMO, i suddenly though of this song. LOL. random~

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush

'Cause the possibility
that you would even feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do i keep running from the truth?
All i ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerizes
And i've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am i crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when i look at you?
Are you holding back like the way i do?
'Caseu I'm trying and trying to walk away
But i know this crush ain't going away

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hugging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into somthing that will last
Last forever, forever

Do you ever think when you're alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am i crazy or falling in love?
Is it reall or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when i look at you?
Are you holding back likfe the way i do?
'Cause i'm trying and trying to walk away
But i know this crush ain't going away

Why do i keep running from the truth?
All i ever think about is you
You got me hypnoptized, so mesmorized
And i've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am i crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when i look at you?
Are you holding back like the way i do?
'Cause i'm trying and trying to walk away
But i know this crush aint going away

2011-03-14T22:47:00.004+08:00

JC life is hectic. But i think the problem lies with my attitude. But who cares? Joining CO might be the greatest regret in my life... bad decision. I hate my CT/phy tcher/PW tcher. The sch chem notes suck. GP tcher is like inexperience.... Econs is worst than SS. Math lectures are boring, i just sleep. There goes my results. Nothing goes into my brain. Fuck this shit.

Imma start to catch up with sch work this holiday. &also put in more effort in CO. Yes i swear i will.

I really hope things will get better. I hope my attitude will change.

ANW, some overdue peekturesss! :DD (i kinda love my class! :D)

2011-01-17T23:42:00.004+08:00

여보! 고마워!! Thanks for getting HEBE's signature for me!! Went Orchad today with the lovely girls! (:

Hot Tomato kind of suck, no wonder so cheap. LOL. Shopped in F21 and headed to scape, editor's market thingy and Fareast! (: Bought a pair of flats. Kind of overpriced. zzz. I still haven't buy my bag ):

Photos soon! TEEHEE! (must cope from fb!)

ANW! Hope i can appeal successfully!

2011-01-17T23:31:00.001+08:00

Life's hard. There are just too much to think about, too much to worry about, there're just too much...

2010-12-27T21:46:00.003+08:00

Leaving this place to rot until i have something to blog about.

Life outside is full of gossips and everyone's so....cunning? Got my pay and gonna finish the money i earned soon. zzzzzz. My card is not with me, got money like no money liddat.

Miss everyone!
Outing with the girls soon.
Class chalet soon.
RESULTS OUT SOON. (fml)

Gekting

2010-11-27T01:08:00.001+08:00

Gz exam tmr and i'm damn super freaking not prepared. fail sua. 10more hours to hell. shall sleep now. Nights!

Prom's coming~

2010-11-20T23:04:00.000+08:00

I need a foot massage.

2010-11-19T21:52:00.003+08:00

Bye huixian, don't miss me! TEEHEE.
Huixian's going Korea tmr! sian, this means she cant go out with us for 14days! I bet she's gonna be very sad!

This week's a busy week. The popular job's quite slack but not very slack. lol, what am i talking? But it's quite fun uh. I'm just worried about being late. Tmr's going to be a long day again.

$5/hr today at zheng pro to take the attendence for the exam. i'm bored to death. But nvm, got money more impt. lol.

I shall go sleep now! :D NIGHTS! But before that, i shall go peek at the streaming results! :D

2010-11-16T21:14:00.002+08:00

So many ulcers still eat fries. I'm gonna fall sick soon. ):
I still haven't go K yet! maybe next week! find some people go with me! HEHEHE.
Starting work tmr! Hope it'll be good.

i forgot that i came online to watch videos. hehehe, ended up playing neopets. Shall watch when i have the time! I suddenly feel that having a job is sucky. Sigh. Time to hit the sack so i won't be late tmr! :D

Screwed up life

2010-11-15T23:12:00.004+08:00

Why was i so careless? from 99 to 1143? what is this. Seriously. Just hope alpha is kind enough, which i doubt so. I feel like screaming now. I don't even feel like playing neopets. Screw.

I don't think i should be so frustrated with myself now.... What shall i do then............?

2010-11-15T17:06:00.003+08:00

O's ARE OFFICIALLY OVER! like, officially! HEHE.
Going teoheng tmr with laura and sheryl (: But that cup of hershey's dark choc ice cream made my just recovered throat die again. ): 雨爱 has officially become the chinese song that i like most now! hehehe! (:

2010-11-14T02:00:00.002+08:00

Shall have a solo trip to kbox this coming tues! :D

2010-11-14T00:36:00.004+08:00

I envy those normal stream students like, yah. they get to play, shop, eat, etc everyday and don't worry about anything while i'm stuck at home doing some hardcore mugging. Sigh. Thank god tmr's the last paper, like really the last. But i bet i will start to miss mugging cause, i'm starting to miss it alr. TEEHEE.

Gonna give away my books tmr when i haven't even studied/read through my bio tb. I'm damn super dead like the 2 other MCQs. I've lost hope for my laptop alr. Sigh.

Got a job at popular. The pay isn't great but at least it allow me to spend money without worrying. (: But's i haven't start working and i'm alr like spending quite alot. ):

Anw, flea tday with Karwai and Huixian. (: Noob Sheryl threw us away ):

2010-11-08T17:07:00.002+08:00

O's is unofficially over~~

I seriously need to go kbox alone to practice singing soon.
After not singing for one week, my voice is really horrible.

I need a planner for my Post-O's activities. Anyone wants to sponsor? :D

2010-09-20T20:52:00.002+08:00

Time to buck up.

i should not waste time on my phone, on tv, on spazzing, etc.
one paper per day? yea~

imma be a nerd (:

2010-09-15T18:31:00.002+08:00

To my dearest sheryl:

Sorry for not dedicating one post to you. so here's it! MUAHAHAHAH!
i love you~
(coughs)

oh shit, later i tio daiji from your bb. HEHEHE.

2010-09-15T17:45:00.002+08:00

Hi Laura, i updated my blog specially for you! :D Be honoured! :D

It's the last day of prelims tmr! :D
Teoheng + Parody + Pool(?) with the the babes tmr! :D
so looking forward to it!

i forgot i was suppose to search for some songs... shall do it now :D

2010-04-18T22:53:00.001+08:00

NOTE TO SELF: STUDY HARD.

My heart just aches when i look at them, i wonder if i will ever forget them.